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feeling: hungry
listening to: Maaya Sakamoto - Kaze ga Fuku Hi
Freaking diet. >_< *finds something random with "diet" written on it, places it on the ground, and jumps up and down on it screaming bloody murder*
Really, it's not the food I can and can't eat that bugs me. It's been surprisingly easy to give up chips and sweets these last... 36 hours. *sigh* The problem is the current inavailability of foods that I can eat. I'd be perfectly fine with meals of meat, cheese, raw greenage, and unsweetened stuff that's normally sweetened... but we just do not HAVE a lot of stuff like that. Enough for a couple days maybe. Like yesterday after eating a big bowl of beanless chili for lunch, I realized that tomatoes are fruits, and thus tomato-based soups and such are bad. *cries* My very first diet meal, and already I screw up. Well, anyway... then yesterday evening we went to a church dinner. There's usually a biiiig variety of food there, usually plain chicken, ham, turkey, deviled eggs, green veggies and the like... well, not this time. With a drop in people present came a drop in food variety. I ate 3 chicken legs that were breaded about as lightly as I think is possible, one deviled egg, and tried to pick the ham, cheese, and egg out of some kind of casserole that would've been ideal if the cook hadn't put bread in it... and I had green beans, but picked out the little seed/bean thingies inside and just ate the pod part. Went home hungry, ate all the leftover breakfast sausage from last weekend. Drank water. Nothing but water ALL day. That alone, and the lack of chips and chocolate, should count for something, dangit. -_- And today for lunch, had a can of tuna with the last of our non-processed cheese (ok, so there's like, a tablespoon left) melted in it, a few slices of cold, raw turkey, and a tiny bit of raw lettuce. Cause my folks now buy those salads that are already all made and mixed and such, and I don't think they'd appreciate me picking ALL the lettuce out of it. And my dad, who has always been so supportive of everything I did and stuff, incuding diets, now says that if I want more, I'll have to go shop for it myself. Cause apparently they just did not long ago, and stocked us up with Pringles, fruit stuffs, candy (being near Easter), and Mountain Dew. We next-to-NEVER have Mountain Dew here! *rips out hair* Only when I decide to diet...
Poor Mitsu. He absolutely despises being in that little holding/transport bowl of his. And he had to be in it for several hours yesterday. He got so stressed out, he bit off some chunks of his tail. ;_; He's better today though... he's had food, lots of time to settle in his vase, and he's pretty warm. I can tell his spirits are picking up. He waves at me again. ^^ I think I've seen his tail like that once before... it'll heal before too long.
I am so bored. And so hungry. >.< I think I'll go eat another lettuce leaf and play Cool Boarders 3 or something...
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 3/22/2002 01:32:00 PM
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