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feeling: better
listening to: Utena - Overture (the whole series in a 2 1/2 minute song :D)
Ok, I really am better now. I felt pretty crappy when Mitsu died, but whereas I once remembered him as a sick, suffering little creature that I should've been able to do more to help, I now remember him as the happy, healthy, goofy little buddy that he was to me for 8 months. The happy memories of his life, not the sad ones of his last week before death. My only regret now is that I was never able to take a picture of him. I did, however, draw one today. ^^;
I've also been trying to spend a bit less time on the computer, since I waste soooo many hours here every day. I can just feel my fat rolls expanding every time I sit here. :P It's hard though, because 1) there's not much else to do, 2) last week I was almost constantly online seeking advice about my sick fish, 3) Dumplin's back online after a couple weeks' hiatus ^^, and 4) I've gotten myself addicted to the Sims again. XP I learned that there's a new expansion pack coming in October which allows Sims to have pets. Something I've been waiting for since I first got into the game. Also, like the other expansion packs, it comes with additional skins (body/head designs), items, and neighborhood lots, all of which I really want since I gotta create a good wife for my army boy Brett and the game I have now just doesn't have enough decent skin designs, and soon my neighborhood will be quite filled up. I wanniiiiitt~ *pout*
And now I have a message for Dumplin' in response to the comment she left me on my cosplay rant a few posts down. :3;; Don't worry about me, dude! That older post about my not-so-bonnie bygone youth as a skinny person with a dissipating supply of friends was just... well, I'm not sure anymore, but nothing to worry about. Just a spur of the moment thing that occurred to me as a result of... err, probably thinking about having to get new clothes or something unimportant like that :P And the more recent ones were all during the week when Mitsu was sick, when I was really stressed with keeping him medicated and alive and such... and of course I was constantly worried about him and upset when he died... but that's all. Standard sickness-and-loss-of-beloved-pet sadness. And as I said above, I'm pretty much over that now. ^^ As for my slump... actually I was starting to get over that before Mitsu got sick, and since that's over I'll probably be back on track soon~ And finally, cosplay... eh, I don't wanna make any major decisions unless you're absolutely sure you wouldn't mind, since we planned all this together. ^^ Like, remember back before we decided to be Utena and Wakaba, when you said you didn't care one way or another and it was up to me, but all along you were really wanting to be Wakaba? Don't do that again, k? XDD If you really, really don't mind at all, then... maybe waiting another year to be U&W would work out better. You were right, it's supposed to be fun, not a huge bother... and time's running out... and grandma's, erm, got her hands full. XP But still, I won't make any big announcements to my parents regarding the decision (and the budget, lol) until I know you're totally sure. ^^ Dakedo ne, atashi no koto o sonna ni shinpai shite, doumo arigatouuu~ ("but, thanks for being so concerned bout meee~" ...I needed the practice XD) *squidge*
Off to watch Whose Line now... mata.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 8/20/2002 09:58:00 PM
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