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feeling: weak
listening to: Bangles - Eternal Flame
-I am: a little on the anxious side today
-I think: I'm putting myself through more anxiety than necessary
-I know: now, how 'Asai' felt 4 or 5 years ago
-I want: the same thing
-I need: a fire lit under me to get me going sometimes
-I have: a weird little fluttery feeling in my stomach
-I wish: life were fair
-I hate: when I don't know what to say
-I miss: a certain dear friend after logging off of AIM
-I fear: what would happen if I lost what I've just found
-I feel: like I should clarify a thing or two when the opportunity arises
-I hear: that chick from the Bangles singing "do you understand, do you feel the same, am I only dreaming, or is this burning an eternal flaaaame"
-I smell: barbecue from dinner
-I crave: something mint-flavored
-I search: for words quite often, and usually don't find them
-I wonder: if we'll ever really know for sure what all this is about
-I regret: not being more open when I'm asked
-I love: experiencing the late-night chats and escapades of a tough-guy puppy and a mischievous mood-kitten >:P
-I long: to find whatever it is I'm looking for before I'm too old to recognize it
-I care: too much for my own good
-I always: end up with a foot jammed snugly into my mouth
-I am not: the angst-filled, lonely pessimist that some make me out to be
-I believe: why, that age is just a number, of course
-I dance: like no one's watching - but only when no one's watching
-I sing: whenever I know the words... and often when I don't as well
-I cry: very, very rarely, for reasons I've never known
-I do not always: live up to my own expectations... even the easy ones
-I fight: with no one. I'm a lover, not a fighter :3
-I write: many blogs that never get published, many letters that never get sent, many messages that end up getting erased
-I win: whenever I can
-I lose: all traces of loneliness through just the simplest little messages and encounters
-I never: say anything that I don't mean
-I confuse: pretty much everyone... it's a gift
-I listen: 1) to music that fits my mood, 2) to anyone who needs listened to... I'm a much better listener than talker
-I can usually be found: in my room, at the computer desk
-I am scared: of every vehicle that pulls in the driveway when I'm home alone, since July 6 of last year
-I am happy about: the way things have been over these past few days
-I expect: to get a big ol' slap in the face come next summer -_-
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 8/31/2003 08:22:00 PM
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