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feeling: tongue is scorched... hot soup ><
listening to: Dir en Grey - Wake (a.k.a. Riyuu; both mean Motivation)
Unusual(ly) cool survey I found surfing LiveJournals of people who used to be aware of my existence...
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: ...just so you know, I had to get up and walk across the room for this. Books and computer live their own lives. :P Anyway... "...visited more than once. There, though Elrond had departed, his..." Now guess which book it is heh
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: the top of Phoenix's tank, which makes him think I'm about to drop food in it, which makes him do the FEED ME OR DIE, FINLESS BIPED! dance...
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: Family Guy
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: umm, 6:13
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 6:16... man I'm good... I haven't looked at the clock since before I ate...
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: girls conversing down the hall, a toilet flushing, and a door being knocked upon
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: about an hour ago, to go pick up dinner at the Marketplace... it's a perfect day outside...
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: someone else's LJ :P before that, I think it was BLOOD's homepage BBS
9: What are you wearing?: black Nautica baby tee with an Asian dragon design on the front, some blue jeans that are too big, and white socks
10: Did you dream last night? yes... thanks for reminding me, I need to throw it in my spiffy dream log...
11: When did you last laugh? I can't remember at all... early this afternoon? last night talking to Suz?
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: 2 tiger posters, one white; Snoopy poster; Gackt poster; photo of me holding my nephew at one day old; photo of my cat looking demonic; and my tiger calendar, the coolest calendar in the world.
13: Seen anything weird lately?: a Penny Arcade draft using the word "KIMO!" such that it makes no sense?
14: What do you think of this quiz?: the beginning where you actually had to DO stuff was amusing :P
15: What is the last film you saw?: as in, in a theater? couldn't tell you, because it's been years... last movie I watched was probably Aliens, or maybe the last part of Lord of the Rings (first one)
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: not counting bills to be paid... new computer, then a car, then a trip to Japan, probably among other places
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: after being asked this so many times you run out of ideas >.> umm... I caused my mom to run away from home once... a few people might know about that though...
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: I'd make Japanese the official world language :P ...and then I would join Chris in blowing up America and making all its people integrate with the REST of society, instead of the other way around
19: Do you like to dance?: I would if I knew how, but alas, I don't
20: George Bush: I'd rather not think about that, thanks...
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: this "your first child" concept is foreign to me...
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? : in fact, this "your child" concept is foreign to me
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: YES! one day I will live in Japan dangit... even if only for 2 weeks... >.>
Heheh... for the past couple hours the girls in the quad next door to my room have been going insane running back and forth screaming at each other and other girls on the floor for assistance, because one of their roomies has a birthday today an they're putting together a surprise party/dinner for her. Sweet roommates. Anyway, as some may know, I have a tendency to leave my door open when I'm in, because these rooms get HOT otherwise and I'd rather have air moving through. So with my door open, I've been watching all this unfold, and it's hilarious. I'm not really friends with any of those girls... heck, I only know two of their names. But all their running around going nuts all evening has been hilarious. And I need to go take a shower, among a ton of other things to do this evening, but I am not leaving or closing the door until I see that girl come home and find this dinner. Actually I'm more interested in seeing how our RA stalls her. :P One of the quad roommates told her to yell "HI MEG!!" when she came up... lol
*sits and waits for the show to... well, end*
~EDIT~
Ok, well... that's over, I've had my shower, and I have less homework tonight than I expected. So I'm back to unload more useless rantings upon y'all.
Actually, I just thought I'd mention that dream I alluded to in the survey above. I'm not gonna go into detail, because certain parties don't want to know, trust me. Certain parties that never read this, I'm sure, but still. :P I decided not to put it in my oh so cool dream log, just because I'm too lazy to write it all out, and I'm not sure I want to think that much about it... but long story short, it was about someone I care deeply about committing suicide. They never actually went through with it, but came close... but what I really remember was going to the person's house (which was, bizarrely, the home of my former best friend who lived right down the road from me) to talk them out of it. This ticked them off, of course, and made them even more determined to end it all. I have that effect on people, I guess.
I'm getting more detailed than I intended to. -_-;
Anyway, the point... I was trying to talk the person out of it, pleading with them to hear me out, and finally they did, and stood there looking at me... but I didn't say anything. Everything I planned to say came out through my eyes. Seriously. Literally. I could, like, feel the words coming out of me, but it was through the look in my eyes. And the message got through to this person, too - it spurred them even further to want to die. Yeah, everyone loves me. But anyway, yeah... that whole thing with the eyes was what made this dream so... weird to me. I've never felt anything like that before. I think it was because the previous evening I saw this show where some actor was talking about someone's eyes being "so full of love and compassion... he wanted so badly for us to understand." Now, as an author of some of the sappiest drivel you'll ever care to see, this concept of deep feelings being communicated through one's eyes is not new to me. But for some reason that line stuck with me, and I think that's what inspired the dream... I don't think I've ever actually been in a situation to communicate that kind of emotion through only my eyes, but in the dream it felt so real... I've never felt anything like that before.
So yeah. There was more to the dream than that, but like I said. I just thought I'd throw it here so I wouldn't have to go through all the details again by putting it in the dream log. Done now.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 4/06/2004 07:12:00 PM
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