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feeling: way too tired
listening to: nothing
Good times.
So last night I was once again the victim of an ulcer attack. Started early in the evening with just this weird kind of... pressure... that I couldn't really identify, but it was barely noticeable so I wrote it off. Then it got worse veeeerrry gradually throughout the evening, until around midnight when I had to go lie down, and a couple hours later when it just kept getting worse, I called dad and whined to him over the phone for a while. Mainly because I had no idea what to do - if I went back to the hospital they'd do all those stupid tests and crap again even though I KNEW the problem, and I wouldn't be able to get any medicine because the pharmacy was closed after hours. I had no antacids or anything to take for it and I was NOT about to wander around the city alone after midnight buying any. So I sat and talked to dad while forcing down some pretzels and Sprite, then around 2:30 a.m. I was feeling slightly better so I decided to try to sleep, but as soon as I laid down it hit full force. It never got as intense as it did last November - at that time I was literally doubled over in pain and could barely breathe or speak. Not nearly that intense this time, but I still knew exactly what it was, and when lying down only made it worse I called dad again, and he came to bring me home. While I was waiting for him to get to the dorm I think I passed out in the computer chair for a few minutes (from tiredness, not pain), and when I woke up there was just kind of a dull nausea left, so I guess it helped. So, got home, slept for 2 hours, and here we are.
I knew the ulcer was back. But why NOW? I'm never going to get my papers done now, unless I just forego sleep for the next 3 days, which would make the ulcer worse and it'd be one of those vicious... things. I guess Fanime just came at the worst possible time and was worse for me physically than I realized.
I feel better now though. Funny how it just suddenly stops whenever it feels like it. The first time it only lasted about 30-45 minutes though... this time it went on aaaaaalll night.
Oh, I got several good Fanime pictures. Several didn't turn out, but they were mostly ones I didn't expect to come out anyway. Concert lighting and such. But still, lots of good ones. Kaede and his roses came out, and me with BLOOD and Kiwamu's chin on my head came out. There's also an ADORABLE one of Fu-ki and Kaede that I don't remember taking but I'm so glad I did. It's one of my favorites.
Yeah, anyway. I need to eat lunch, sleep, and write more papers. Don't know when I'll get back to the dorm, so... whatever. Later, I guess.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 6/06/2004 01:02:00 PM
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