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feeling: too tired
listening to: the 755-song playlist returns...
Relatively uneventful week, surprise surprise. Even the nephew hasn't been here since early Monday. So why am I this tired? It's barely midnight and I want to go to bed. Maybe stuff did happen this week and I was just too out of it to take any notice, I dunno.
Seem to be in another one of those funks, though. Not depressed, not hurting or anything like that... just kinda numb to everything. My mind's even less awake than it usually is, which is saying something. I know if I go on with this unintended retreat back into my warm little shell, I'll only end up driving everyone away again, and I've been through that enough in the past several years... so I'm trying to at least maintain conversations when they occur and such, but I'm probably not having much success... so if I seem unusually distant or quiet, I apologize. Not sure what the deal is this time.
One interesting thing though... I stepped on a scale today for the first time in 3 years, and if it's accurate, I've lost over 40 pounds in the past year and a half. Doesn't seem right to me, but my dad thinks it is. Bleh. Doesn't really matter, because with the way I've been eating and slothing around the house 24/7 all summer, I'll be back to my old poundage by year's end.
That's about it... I want to go lie down now but I don't want to...
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 8/01/2004 12:07:00 AM
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