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feeling: geh...
listening to: The TRAX - Paradox
Sigh. I feel like ranting, but I don't really have anything to rant about. So I came to Blogger intent on staring at the text box for a while until a post came out. Usually when that happens I end up with lots of completely pointless babble that no one really cares about - not even myself. There's your warning. :P
My stomach's been doing weird things all day. It's not the ulcer, it's just... special. And the nephew was here today so I had to just deal with it while he made me his windup doll again. But he's gone home at last, so now I get to complain. :P It's nothing critical, just blargy enough to be annoying... nothing I'm not used to after dealing with various stomach weirdnesses since I was... eh, 11 or 12 years old. I just like to complain, as anyone reading this should know.
Have had loads of art inspirations over the past few days ('loads' to me anyway), but haven't had the time and/or motivation to act on any of them. Well, except one. I actually started that Jemnezmy/Pollensalta/Snow fanart. Assuming I ever actually finish it, it's gonna end up a lot more generic than I'd originally envisioned... but eh. More likely scenario is I'll never touch it again. Couple other specific things I'd envisioned, but they'll probably never get anywhere. And now it's time to figure out what to do for Kiwamu's (un)birthday fanart. I'm not as concerned about getting his submitted on time, because he has recently decided to remove his birthdate from his websites, and has even asked fansite owners to do the same. He was never born. :P So whatever. If he gets his late, he can deal. But I still need to think of something... *mind is even more blank than it was with Kaede's giftie last month*
Need to clean the tanks tonight, but I really don't feel like it.
I found a BitTorrent site that has a game I've wanted for several months, but my download has been stuck at 98% for days now. I've used up all my chances at free trials, and I THINK this is the full version... the site's not very specific, plus it's in Spanish... >.> And it required me to sign up and get a password via email... so someone darn well better get back online and let me finish it. I tried getting it on Soulseek too, but no luck there. Even if I find it, no one's ever online long enough for me to finish it, plus apparently you have to download all the files for it individually. The .exe itself, plus every graphic, every sound file... EVERYthing. Yuck. =_=
Heh, on that note, the main reason I got Soulseek was because I found someone on LJ who has a huge friggin' collection of Miyavi pictures uploaded there. Like, thousands. And good Miyavi pics are much harder to find than they should be. But she's never online to share them... >_<
Thinking of playing some more FF7 now... but don't really feel like moving...
So yeeeeah... the moral of the story is, Becky seems to be in the middle of another slump. I'm fine, just kinda don't want to do or even think about anything. It's weird... it always takes me a few days to realize when this happens, cause mentally/emotionally I feel totally normal. But then when I sit down and try to DO something - an art project, a translation, a book, a game, a conversation, whatever - and just keep zoning out before I can make any progress or contributions, and when the same pattern lasts for more than a couple days, THEN the nature of the slump becomes clear.
Anyway... um... I want chocolate, but my stomach's being too mean. T_T
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 11/03/2004 06:47:00 PM
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