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feeling: frustrated and dreading
listening to: X Japan - Rusty Nail is stuck in my head
Who else has noticed that I only seem to post on Sundays anymore? Of course, in my mind it's still Saturday because I haven't gone to bed yet, but Blogger will call this a Sunday post. Anyway, yeah, interesting trend I thought.
So. Tomorrow... is going to suck. Really going to suck. Not because of anything that's going on, as I have nothing planned except church and a nap, and choir practice if I feel like it... but because of the mood it's going to put me in. I've been mildly depressed all week as it is, and my moods plummet through the floor when I'm sleep deprived. Which is exactly what I'm going to be all day tomorrow, just like every Sunday. Add that to the depression, and I'm gonna be a miserable, useless lump all day.
Just giving fair warning. Not that anyone's likely to both see this before the day's over AND give a flying flip, but you know. Just in case.
In other news, my payment for the two translations I did for Kiwamu's clients is now in the mail, so I expect to get it early in the week. He's also told me that the first of the two companies has more stuff they want translated now, so he plans to give me that information soon... wonder how that'll turn out compared to the first job I did for them.
Also, I got to see FFVII: Advent Children the other day. Enjoyed it greatly. I'm sure that was chiefly because I'm still hopelessly addicted to the 8-year-old game. There was a LOT of reference to it in the movie, as sequels tend to go... so while I'd happily recommend the movie to anyone who knows the game pretty well, those who haven't played FF7 yet should probably do so before viewing. In fact, they should do so anyway. Because it's awesome.
I'd go into better detail about what made the film cool and what made it less than cool, but I don't feel like it.
Other news... I've been working on increasing my J-rock collection again. Looking for more obscure stuff this time, kinda... except X Japan, which I'm getting a lot of too. But I found some folks who actually have stuff like Clavier and Waive and even Se'ikspia, so yeah... getting some interesting goodies. Also looking into stuff I've been meaning to look into for ages now, like 12012, Metronome, Kagrra, etc... and new stuff from bands I like but didn't have much of before... so yeah, the collection is certainly growing here.
And in case you couldn't tell, I don't really have anything interesting to talk about. Not that I ever do, but heh... like I said, still on this little depression kick. But my parents went to town today and came back with random Ben & Jerry's for me, so maybe I can munch on that tomorrow to help make the day slightly less sucky... we'll see I guess.
I should just go to bed. But I know it won't do any good. Every night I go to bed, usually dead tired and utterly grateful just to close my eyes, only to lie there wide awake for hours with a million things poking at my mind. Usually after a couple hours I get frustrated enough to want to just give up and come back to the computer and type up a rant, not unlike this one, about my stupid screwed up sleep schedule and all the junk running through my mind making it worse... but somehow I always manage to fight off the urge and just give it another hour or two, and finally get to sleep. Usually can still manage a decent-length nap, since nothing in my schedule prohibits me from sleeping all afternoon... not that I like doing it every single day... but tomorrow I'm not so lucky. I'll go to bed here soon and probably remain awake right until my alarm goes off at 7:40. And then... well, we all know the rest.
And this post has all been nice and random and scattered. Did I mention I don't feel like thinking, or doing much of anything else at the moment? I think the only thing I feel like right now is a dark, quiet corner with a plushie clutched in my arms and my playlist of angsty ballads pumping through the speakers. But at least, for now, I've ranted.
I'll get over it sooner or later, I'm sure. But tomorrow is still gonna suck.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 9/25/2005 02:43:00 AM
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