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I dunno how you found this, but alas, here you are. So enjoy the frightening fruits of my troubled little brain.
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wThursday, November 24, 2005 |
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feeling: wiped
listening to: something by Lacuna Coil stuck in my head
Another Thanksgiving come and gone. Dad actually attempted to cut a few corners in cooking this year - like, only one pumpkin pie instead of two (cutting the grand total of dessert dishes down to a lean 6 :P), and a slightly smaller turkey >> - but he still spent probably 25 total hours or more cooking when all was said and done. And yet somehow I think we have even more leftovers this year than we have in the past. He's not gonna have to cook another meal for like, a week... and after that it'll still take another 2 or 3 weeks to get rid of everything. Then the Christmas cooking can begin. I love this season. :P
It was kinda sad when they had to carry my grandma up the stairs to bring her into the house... but at least she felt well enough to come at all, I suppose. Still, at least last year she could still climb the stairs, with assistance. Every holiday get-together makes me wonder just how many more she'll be able to spend with us...
Anyway, that's that.
In random news, Phoenix is still a little punk. Hard to believe how much he's turned around since I cleaned all the algae out of his tank and got him new java moss and frozen food for the first time in months. It's like it took a year off his life. He even has two little bubblenests going on today.
And for those who remember the tiny pond snails that stowed away in the new java moss I got for him and the late Pixel... two of the four, the biggest and the smallest, remain. They're living quite comfortably in Pixel's old tank, which is filled to halfway with the leftover java moss that she only got a couple weeks' use out of before her tumor got the better of her. And little Tiny, who seriously was no bigger than little Pixel's eyeball a month ago, is now at least twice his former size. o.o He might even be grown enough now to escape Phoenix's big snapping jaws. Also, he has taken up the habit of crawling along the underside of the water's surface. How does he do that? o.o
I need to decide what kind of filter and second plant to get for my new 5g tank and find a place to set it up so I can put a new fishie in it and have two little wiggledancing punks in here again...
And now I think I'll go mess with my LJ dream log... it's been a weird couple of weeks...
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 11/24/2005 11:06:00 PM
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wThursday, November 17, 2005 |
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feeling: ...not worth discussing
listening to: nothing
Been a long time since I posted a survey here. So of course, when I happened to stumble across one that was 500 questions long, I pounced all over it like the glutton for pain that I am. So here you go. Not that I expect many people to read through it all, but here you go anyway.
~Basics~
001. What is your name? Becky
002. Spell your name backwards: Ykceb >>
003. Date of birth: June 23
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: Cancer
006. Nickname: ...Kitty or Senpai?
007. My profession: I don't get paid to do it... so I guess it doesn't count
008. Height: like 5'5"
009. Weight: don't know anymore and don't feel like finding out
010. Hair color: dull blah brown
011. Eye color: unrecognizeable blue
012. Where were you born? Chillicothe, OH
013. Where do you reside now: see above
014. Age: 23
015. Screen names: ShivaKat9... and my other 3 are not for the public to know >.>
016. Are you online often? only late at night anymore...
017. What does your screen name stand for? Shiva, my favorite FF summon, and the kat is kinda a given
018. What is your diary name? find it yourself, it's not hard >>
019. What does your diary name stand for? it's based on the title of one of my favorite DIr en Grey songs
020. Pets: cat Ginger, betta Phoenix... I've lost a cat, a dog, and a betta in the past 6 months -_-
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? none... haven't done candles since I was a little kid
022. Piercings? one per ear
023. Tattoo's? none.. ow
024. Shoe size? 8, 8 1/2, depends on the style
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: plaid lounge pants, the most comfortable ancient worn-out oversized sweatshirt in the world, and the infamous pig slippers
027. Hearing: the computer humming and the baseboard heater popping
028. Feeling: bleak and whatever
029. Eating/drinking: nothing... just had Koolaid with my pain killers...
~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? ...gonna assume this is talking about my LJ friends, but since I prefer to put long surveys here... don't know
031. Loudest? *snort*
032. Nicest? all of them
033. Bitchiest? Kiwi :P
034. Life of the party? not sure
035. Jock? I think Roger comes closest >>
036. Prep? none
037. Rebel? ...Dumplin'? :P
038. Cutest? Kitty and Dumplin' of course... and Connie and Stella >>
039. Best friend of the same sex? Kitty and Dumplin'
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? don't have a lot of guy friends...
041. Most popular? Connie probably
042. Rudest? none of them
043. Most shy? heh me
044. Dumbest? none
045. Smartest? Adion comes to mind for some reason lol
046. Weirdest? everyone ^^
047. Has the best hair? not sure...
048. Best personality? they're all cool
049. Most talented? again...
052. Drama queen? Kiwi of course >>
054. Funniest? Kitty and Dumplin'
055. Best advice giver? hmmm...
057. Most likely to join a cult? *shuts up*
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? recently... um... maybe?
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Dumplin'
060. How many people on your friendlist? on LJ... like 25... half of them are the same person :P
~Love/Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? yeah
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? probably a lot
063. How many people have you been in love with? ...
064. How many people have said "I love you" to you? less so
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yep
066. How many people have you dated? ahem... none
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile, eyes, and hair
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? sweet, caring, fairly reserved... I dunno...
070. Do you have a bf/gf? no
073. Do you have a crush right now? heh...
074. If so who is it? moving on
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
076. Do you remember your first love? yes
077. Who is the first person you really liked? probably Ryan D. in junior high...
078. Do you believe in fate? sort of
079. Do you believe in soul mates? yes...
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? heh interesting question
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? one older brother
105. What are your parents names? Charlie Jr. and Jayne
106. What are your siblings names? Chris
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 4
108. How many siblings does your father have? 2 living, 1 died ages ago
109. Where are your parents from? same area as me
110. Is your family close? I suppose so
111. Does your family get together for holidays? yes, at every possible chance in the case of dad's side
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? I have uncles who drink, but not the stereotypical disgusting lush, no
113. Any medical problems run through your family? heart stuff like high cholesterol, abdominal and other cancers, I think sarcoid
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? one nephew
116. Are your parents divorced? no
117. Do you have stepparents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? no
119. If so for what? ...
120. Did some of your family come to the United States from another country? not unless you go back several generations before anyone still living now was even born
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? Canary by BLOOD... and several others I can't think of
124. What song do you absolutely hate? lots
125. Do you sing in the shower? not out loud >>
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? um... could answer that in several ways... wait, no I couldn't
~Favorites~
152. Color: blue
153. Food: ice cream
154. Song: too many to list
155. Show: Whose Line is it Anyway, British version
156. School subject: art, English... and Japanese and mythology in college
158. Animal: cats, especially big/wild cats
159. Outfit: don't really pay attention to that stuff
160. Radio station: radio in this country usually sucks
162. Pair of shoes: again, don't really pay attention...
163. Cartoon: Simpsons, Futurama, and Family Guy, I guess... hardly ever watch any of them now though
166. Potato chip: honey BBQ
167. Drink: pretty much any non-citrus fruit juice
168. Alcholic drink: none
169. Holiday: Christmas
170. Perfume/ favorite cologne: don't wear any... probably should
171. Pizza topping: pepperoni, extra cheese, sausage, mushrooms... banana... etc
172. Jello flavor: dunno, most Jello is good
173. Lunch meat: honey ham
174. Board game: Monopoly with the right opponents
175. Video game: Final Fantasy 7
176. Website: not sure...
177. Book: don't read many books
179. Number: no idea
180. Cereal: I like most cereals, as long as they are or can be heavily sweetened
182. Dessert: ice cream
183. Disney character: maybe Lilo
184. Clothing store: not into clothes shopping
185. Pasttime: translating, random net surfing, doodling, J-music...
187. Childhood toy: plushies
188. Carnival game/ride: used to be Scrambler... then Roundup... there've been several
189. Candy: anything chocolate, caramel, or mint
190. Magazine: not a magazine person
191. Salad dressing: the raspberry dressing they had at the Marketplace *yearns*... and no, it wasn't the vinaigrette
192. Thing to do on the weekend: weekends and weekends are pretty much the same for me these days
193. Hot drink: hot chocolate, flavored cappuccinos/mochas/etc
194. Season: winter
195. Sport to watch: figure skating
196. Person to talk to online: Kitty and Dumplin'
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? right now, white... usually light blue... and dark blue comforter
198. What color are your bedroom walls? ice blue
199. Have posters on your wall? no, but 6 or 7 are waiting to be put up
200. If so of what? Gackt, Dir en Grey, BLOOD, Snoopy, tigers
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yes
202. How many pillows are on your bed? two
203. What do you normally sleep in? pajama/lounge pants and an old T-shirt or sweatshirt
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: I don't really wear sets... just the pants with a random old shirt
205. What size bed do you have? standard waterbed
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? yeeees
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? no
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: uh... I guess the one where Kitty and I went to some high-rolling convention thing and got lost and were starving and nobody cared, and then we got separated and etc etc...
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? a few share the bed with me, yes
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? depends on who they are >>
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? twisted up with my back flat on the bed, my head turned in one direction, and my legs folded in the other?
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no, but used to
214. Do you snore? I don't think so... no one's told me I do >>
215. How about drool? on rare occasions
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? of course
217. What color is the carpet in your room? you mean the remnants covering the plywood floor? various shades of brown... and we won't go into the rugs >>
218. What's under your bed? nothing.. waterbed
219. Coke/Pepsi: Pepsi
220. Doughnuts/bagels: doughnuts
241. Read/watch tv: TV
242. CD's/Tapes: CDs
243. DVDs/VHS: DVDs
244. Old/new: depends
245. Shorts/skirts: on me, neither
246. Pink/red: red
247. Color pictures/black and white photos: color
249. Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese
250. Commercials/infomercials: ick, neither
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: usually tennis shoes
254. Dogs/cats: cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: gryphons
256. Water/land: again... depends
257. Sugar/spice: sugar, unless the spice is cinnamon
258. Black/white: white for animals, black for pretty much everything else
259. Ribbons/bows: ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: chicken
261. Colored christmas lights/white christmas lights: white I think
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: neither
264. Popcorn/pretzel: popcorn, unless it's the giant soft pretzels
265. Hip/hop: eww
266. Passionate kiss/peck: aaaaagain... depends
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: neither
268. Backrub/foot massage: backrub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: albums
270. Pens/pencils: pencils
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: got annoying long ago
272. Sports: not for me
273. God: yes... and not gonna go into that further
274. The Osbournes: ...
275. Reality TV: boring
276. J.Lo: don't care
277. Religion: good when people don't turn it into something it's not
278. Emo music: generally annoying
279. Valentine's Day: not for me
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: she went somewhere?
281. Homosexuals: same as everyone else
282. Abortion: should be reserved for cases when the mother's and/or baby's life is in serious danger
283. Interracial relationships: fine with me, as long as communication is possible
284. Murder: useless
285. Death: inevitable
286. Obesity: it happens
287. Pre-marital sex: not usually a good idea
288. Terrorism: bad thing, but all the propaganda and media hype in recent years has turned my reaction into more of a "meh"
289. Pornography: amusing actually >>
290. Fortune tellers: good for a chuckle
291. Threesomes: could be interesting, could be disturbing >>
292. Prostitution: doesn't concern me
294. Country music: ...no
295. George W. Bush: idiot
296. Cloning: man wasn't meant to play God
297. Britney's boobs: ...do I care?
298. Gas prices in America: don't ask me to discuss that...
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: the movie with Robin Williams... YES, there's actually a movie I've seen... like, gasp >.>
300. Tiffany: lamps >>
301. Ben: Gentle
302. Mariah: Carey
303. Jennifer: girl I graduated with
304. Nicole: another girl from school
305. Amy: a former best friend
306. Adam: first man created
307. Richard: the very-possibly-most-respected man in our church and school district and community in general
308. Justin: kid I used to be friends with at church... haven't seen him in ages
309. Arnold: Schwarzenegger, and no idea if I spelled that right
310. Tom: that annoying guy from Daria >>
311. Melissa: Joan Hart *ahem* or my first advisor in college
312. Charlotte: the spider with the web
313. Harold: the kid from Hey Arnold
314. John: Jacob Jingleheimer Smith...
315. Joel: Billy
316. Vanessa: Williams
317. Michelle: my middle name >>
318. Kevin: ...reminds me of the generic high school preppy jerk
319. Brent: one of my Sims, but his name's Brett >> don't ask
320. Karen: a girl from church a few years older than my brother
321. Billy: Billie Jean (the song)
322. Sarah: Plain and Tall
323. Natalie: *cough*
324. Christy: not sure actually...
325. Nick: the kid from church with longer hair than mine :P
326. Alex: Mack
327. Taylor: ...don't ask >>
328. Jordan: see above
329. Jaime: another girl I graduated with
330. Adrian: YO ADRIAN!
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? nnnnno
332. Been on a diet? sort of... have to watch the intake due to the ulcer
333. Been to a foreign country? only Mexico
334. Broken a bone? nose yes, bone no
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? no
336. Sworn at a teacher? no
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mail: several times
338. Gotten in a fight? not serious ones
339. Dated a teacher? no
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? maybe when I was like, really little >>
341. Thought about killing your enemy? not exactly...
342. Gone skinny dipping? no... would not inflict that horror upon the world
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? several of them
344. Told a little white lie? probably... can't remember any
345. Told a secret? not on purpose...
346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? uh... no
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? no :P
348. Been on tv? our dorky little local channel, yes
349. Been on the radio? twice
350. Been in a mosh pit? no
351. Been to a concert? a few
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yeah
354. Decieved somebody close to you? I don't think so... I hope not
358. Been on a game show? no
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Gotten to ride on a firetruck? yeah... dad used to be a volunteer at the fire dept.
361. Came close to dying? maybe...
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? no
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? a few times... I think... not counting my nephew, which is a fairly obvious yes
364. Terrorized a babysitter? no
365. Made a mud pie? no
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? not a cliff, but I used to have a lot of random falling dreams
369. Had an eating disorder? no
370. Felt like you didn't belong? every moment of every day
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? see above
372. Smoked? no
373. Done drugs? no
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp? yeah
377. Won a bet? not really
378. Written a love letter? if I did, it was never sent
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? if it's to be with the one I love, there's no such thing as "out of my way"
380. Written a love poem? kind of... ages ago... I think
381. Kissed in the rain? no
382. Slow danced with someone you love? no
383. Participated in cyber sex? ... >.>
384. Stolen something from a store? no
385. Stolen a kiss? no
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? what relationship?
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? what bf/gf?
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone special? ...don't get the point yet?
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no
392. Won a trophy? small ones in gradeschool... spelling bees and reading awards and stuff
393. Thrown up in public? if school counts as public
394. Bowled a perfect game? *snort* no
395. Failed/got held back? no
396. Gotten perfect attendance in grade school? in grade school, not sure... I was sick a lot
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? don't think so
398. Taken ballet lessons? no
399. Attempted suicide? no
400. Cut yourself? not intentionally
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? very occasionally
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yeah, a few
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? no, except once or twice to see what it was about
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no
408. Did you wear underwear with the days of the week on them? no
409. Were you shy? yes
410. Were you spoiled? not really, but I acted like it >>
411. Were you abused? no
412. Did you go to the circus? once or twice on field trips
413. Did you go to the zoo? quite a few times
414. Were you in a car accident? only fender benders and stuff
415. Did you build snowmen? yeah
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? not that I recall
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? a few of them
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? yep :p
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? no, but I liked the cartoon
420. Were you afraid of the dark? no, always loved the dark... I was a weird kid
421. Did you have slumber parties? not really
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, sleeping bags and pajamas? no
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? for a few years
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? I believe the universe is way too vast to only host one celestial body that supports life... but if there's anything else living out there Earthlings will probably never see them
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: Phoenix's tank, pile of candy,alarm clock
427. Any hidden talents? none I know of
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? I wouldn't watch it if they did, so don't care
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? one nobody in their right mind would want to sit through
430. What would your movie star name be? not something I think about
431. Do you play any sports? ran track for 2 years... otherwise, only badminton >>
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? movies don't really scare me... I just don't like excessive gore
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? no idea... not a movie buff
435. Do you drive? yes
436. What is your dream car? one that runs
438. Do others think you are good looking? *snort* riiiight
439. Would you ever sky dive? maybe
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no, I love them
443. Do you believe in God? yes
444. Do you believe in Satan? yes
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes
446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes
447. Do you own a pool table? used to have a bumper pool table... donated it to the church and no idea what happened to it after that
448. Do you have a pool? no
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? no
450. Do you like chocolate? yes
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? freaky looking twisted images of cats and dogs
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? only ever saw one, and I was busy driving so I wasn't thinking about wishing >>
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? probably the hippie... ridiculouly simple but mad authentic :P
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? ...I'd be pretty stupid to reveal it on a public blog, wouldn't I? >>
457. Name something you can't get enough of: *ahem* pass...
458. Do you ever want to get married? not really...
459. How many kids do you want to have? none
462. What is your ideal way to die? peacefully and surrounded by loved ones... but what are the odds of that, really?
463. How do you vent? in a private journal... or I just lie on my bed completely silent for anywhere from 30 minutes to a couple hours and mentally tear myself apart
464. Are you a trendy person? by no stretch of the imagination
465. Are you an artistic person? not really
466. Are you a realistic person? I think so
467. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? most of the time, but not always... unless they're tennis shoes, in which case they're NEVER untied
468. Are you a strong person? heck no
469. Are you a strong-willed person? well, I'm stubborn >>
470. Who was the last person to e-mail you? Roger or Kitty... not sure now
471. Who was the last person to IM you? Kitty
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? generally
473. Are you a deep sleeper? I wish
474. Are you a good story teller? no
475. What do you believe is your best quality? ...I'm an expert at keeping my mouth shut?
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? graduating college I guess...
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles, but I rarely do for some reason
479. Do you have your own credit card? no, just debit
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? pay off college bills first... then vacation to Japan... rest goes in savings
481. Do you have a checkbook? no
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484. What color is your hair naturally? dull blah brown
485. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none
486. Is the glass half full or half empty? completely empty... and the pain killers aren't working
487. Worst feeling in the world? knowing someone you love is hurting and you can't do a thing to help
488. Best feeling in the world? love
489. Last website you were at? um, here? and checking my Yahoo email
490. Last thing you downloaded? I think Spieluhr by Rammstein
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? yes, on purpose >>
492. What do you think people think of you? that I'm quiet and shy and backward and not really useful but nice to have around in case a particular need comes up
493. Are you a likeable person? doubt it
494. Do you need therapy? probably... hard to say
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
496. What the best way to propose to someone? wouldn't know
498. Fed Ex and UPS were to merge: ...?
499. What's your favorite phrase? I see...
500. What are you thinking right now? why won't this headache go away?... oh yeah, maybe because I just answered a 500-question survey and am still staring at this monitor like the slug I am
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 11/17/2005 12:20:00 AM
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wSunday, November 13, 2005 |
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feeling: blech
listening to: Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer stuck in my head
Yeah, my parents' favorite station is already playing nonstop Christmas music. Even I think it's too early for that, and I have a long-standing fondness for the stuff. >> Well, the ones that skip on the annoying commercial themes anyway. But dude, they could at least wait until Thanksgiving...
Ah, Thanksgiving is coming. Which means it's almost that magical time of the year where my father spends the greater part of three full days cooking enough food and desserts to feed an army, leaving our fridge and countertops full of leftovers for no less than a month. Food is lovely. *heart*
But speaking of Christmas stuff starting early, our new pastor has been all excited about resurrecting and joining the church brass ensemble ever since he got here, so whereas in previous years we would only meet a couple times before the program, this year we're starting practice early. Namely, tonight. And every Sunday evening at 5:30 for the next month or so. And since there are only about 6 people in it and I'm the first chair trumpet, it's gonna be really hard to play hookey on practices like I've been doing with choir all season so far. -_- Not that I mind being part of this stuff... I just don't like doing anything on Sundays other than napping. >> Even worse, it's gonna make it even harder for me to see my kitty this month. *whine*
On the plus side, they had a ton of homemade ice cream at church leftover from Tuesday's election luncheon, so now I have 2 quarts. It ain't Ben & Jerry's, but it's better than nothing, and it was free. And on the most amusing note of the day... one little boy who came to church with the pastor's family this morning TOTALLY looked like a six year old version of Andres. :P Dark complexion, shoulder length black hair, even the same style of clothes. And he was carrying around a Care Bear with sunglasses. *giggles* I've never found it so difficult to resist the urge to randomly glomp a child.
On non-church related notes... hmm... our mama deer with the triplet fawns has returned to our front yard once or twice. I've never seen deer as fearless as this doe and the baby trio she brings here every year or two. Pretty cool. And if they keep coming back maybe I can actually get pictures of them after all. *pets brand new camera batteries*
Anyway... I feel blech. Slept for 2 or 3 of the 5 hours I spent in bed, woke up with a headache, and now my stomach is being all weird. And I have to be ready to leave at 5... so I suppose I should go try to get my nap in before then.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 11/13/2005 01:01:00 PM
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wTuesday, November 08, 2005 |
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feeling: groggy
listening to: Tarzan - Phil Collins - You'll Be In My Heart
Eeesh, what a sucky weekend that was. I don't think I've ever been THAT depressed, especially for no apparent reason (or with no apparent provocation, anyway). If crying is any measure of depression severity, I think I set a record. Three nights in a row spent bawling like a baby, after never shedding a tear for like, 5 whole years... not for lack of trying, but because I just don't cry, or so I thought >>... so yeah, that was all special. Not a fun weekend.
I'm fine now though. Felt better by yesterday, really, but yesterday was annoying for reasons of its own. >> For one thing it was the day before an election day, which meant phones ringing off the hook with "VOTE FOR OUR CANDIDATE" calls, completely eliminating any chance of sleep after about 9:30 in the morning. Then my nephew arrived and wouldn't let me nap away the afternoon, all of which resulted in one very tired and grumpy me.
And it's all stormy and icky outside right now. Was like that all night too. Kept me up until after 6 am. =_= Well, that and the fact that my mind was so full of random weird thoughts that sleep wouldn't have been possible anyway. So I guess I'm back to being your good ol' everyday insomniac. Yay.
Honestly, though, I do feel better. >>
And I thought there was something else I meant to say... but I forget. Oh well, storm's getting nasty again so I should probably submit this before we lose power.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 11/08/2005 03:43:00 PM
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