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feeling: sort of stiff
listening to: Ragnarok Online - Theme of Payon
The game is down again, so I listen to the BGMs in Winamp because I'm a dork...
So yeah. I haven't been posting here or anywhere for a long time. Not much to talk about, really. I think I'm only posting this now because I sort of had an inexplicable urge to write, but not enough mental energy to put it into anything creative. As in narrative or whatnot.
Unfortunately for my urge, as I said, I don't really have much worth talking about. The only actual occurrence of particular significance that I could really ramble about here is that I'll be leaving on Tuesday to follow BLOOD's American tour. All two shows of it. I know I should go to town and pick up some things before I leave but I don't know if it'll actually get done. I hate shopping.
Need to figure out what to pack and stuff too. Already this thing has been sneaking up on me faster and faster, and before I knew it my departure date was only 4 days away. So packing and preparations are beginning to demand attention...
I don't sound too excited, do I? Especially compared to the big Mexico excursion last year. Probably because this time I'll be traveling alone, and nothing is quite as cool when you're only surrounded by strangers, or rare acquaintances at best. And because certain personages responsible for doing all the booking and arrangements have been annoyingly elusive with vital details. *ahem* I really am looking forward to it though. I know everything will work out ok, and it'll be fun to see the guys again. I'll get to hang around with them more too since I'm going as a full-fledged staff member this time. And of course the concerts promise to be excellent as always. A few things worry me of course, but all major trips entail some of that.
Anyway... wish I could do something more with this random writing urge... I actually have some little ideas I could put into some sort of narrative, but there are more roadblocks than I feel like stepping around. Like the fact that I can't decide on a vehicle (adapt them to a fandom? use original characters? apply them to a work in progress or start something new? etc...) and that the shapes they tend to take in my head are things that have already been done in stories I've read before. Did have the idea to work on my Raelin story again, which I barely started and haven't touched in 3 years... but for some reason that doesn't happen either. I think I've lost some of my writing prowess over the past 2 years since graduating. Guess one good thing about being a student was that it kept the mind active. Exhausted, but active, and constantly making use of its stockpiled creativity and logic and vocabulary. Not to mention the food... I would seriously go back to OSU just to be around the food every day...
Huh, I have more tangents in me tonight than I thought.
So yeah... sorry I can't provide any good explanation as to where I've been for the past month, other than locked up here in my own head where I belong. But at least anyone who still visits here will know where I'll be for the next week or so. The weeks after that, however, I can as of yet offer no excuses for. We'll just have to see...
Well, I'm kind of tired, so I guess I'll try to go to bed or something.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 8/04/2006 03:59:00 AM
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