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feeling: left behind thanks to my own cowardice
listening to: nothing
I have discovered that my biggest regret is not spending my last spring quarter in Kobe. That was the single, huge open door that I didn't walk through. What was I thinking? That could have been the beginning of everything, and instead it suddenly feels like I've wasted the past three years entirely. Not in terms of working for BLOOD and the relationships I've forged and stuff; I still could've done all that. But I have no excuse for the fact that I still haven't been to Japan.
That's it. Before this year is over, I WILL have a job. I WILL rebuild my savings. And next year, I AM GOING to Japan. During March would be nice so I could see the sakura in bloom, but that's only a month after the BLOOD tour... and I guess I don't wanna get too ambitious right off the starting blocks. Problem is, I've been sitting on those blocks for three years...
Now to go start making a resume that's better than the crappy and severely outdated template-style one they made us do at the end of high school.
Oh, also, there's another new drama review in that one post down there somewhere.
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dragged from Becky's stream of consciousness at 10/20/2007 12:18:00 PM
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